It's been seven years, seven companies and additional seven kilos of weight in my scale. That is how I could summarize my working experience from the past years since umuwi ako galing abroad. However, that is just a fraction of my resume dahil since college working student na ako. Kung gusto nyo malaman kung ilang taon na ako nagta-trabaho, abangan nyo sa next birthday blog entry ko. Promise di ko sya isasabay sa premiere ng finale season ng GOT.
Recently, I have quitted and will be moving to another company. Now I can officially call myself a hopper. Is it bad? I don't know. Is it worth it? I think yes. I have my reasons and I'm fortunate enough to afford a few months of unemployment. Ang saya right?
On the other hand, nakakapagod na din. Resign, apply, requirements, training, regularization and so on. But when you reach the sofa and everything becomes convenient, the perfect picture becomes abstract again. I don't know if it's just me or what. Mapapansin ko na lang pipindutin ko na naman ang refresh button.
Wala akong hinahanap sa isang kumpanya kasi naiintindihan ko na walang perpekto sa mundo. Siguro nasa akin lang ang issue. Kapag hindi ko na gusto inaayawan ko na. Sa kabilang banda, hindi ko masisi ang sarili ko. Sino bang tao ang ginagawa ang mga bagay na labag sa kalooban niya? Siguradong hindi ako yun.
Ano ang point ng blog na ito? I guess para pagnilayan din ng mga taong makakabasa nito kung ano ba ang gusto nila sa buhay. I'm turning thirty plus and still ang tingin ko sa future ko ay napakalabo pa. Hindi ko pa rin alam kung anong direksyon ang tatahakin ko. Ang pag-aartista ba o ang pagiging barbero. What I know is that a job is just a job. It's not the life.
I'm actually talking about work and life balance. One main reason kung bakit ako umaalis sa company is if my work is getting in the way of my quality time with my family and other loved ones. I always believed that the point of spending your hard-worked money is for you to live happy. Alam ko yung ibang tao may ibang explanation ng work and life balance. This is just me.
May naitulong ba ang blog na ito? Wala. I just know that I have one job. That is to take care of myself the way I should be. It's my life after all and ako lang ang may alam nun. Alam ko din how short life is. Right Chokoleit?
June 25, 1972 - March 9, 2019
Bye!!!
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