Sunday, October 9, 2011

My Script


Hew!! I've been to the great shores of the Islands of Maldives and all I can say is - damn, how I wish! Haha! Malisyoso na, ambisyoso pa? Well, it's been six months since my last post and I know no one cares so hindi ko na rin ikukwento kung anung nangyari ng mga panahong iyon - kebs! Pero may few stories pa rin ako sa kagustuhan ko dahil wala naman nagbabasa nito kundi ako. So, reflection mode - on!

I got transferred to another city within this dented country and hoping that I could have more time to reflect and eventually to write some more bullshits about myself and I'm so lucky not to do so. This place is not only a sinkhole but so pathetic in so many ways. In short, hindi kami nag-jive ng place na 'to simply because I'm pathetic to start with. Like poles repel, right? Whatever. Hindi ako magnet.

Speaking of Maldives, I had a conversation with a friend who have just been to the place. He told me about how beautiful and majestic (yes, the term was majestic kase gerlash yung friend ko) the place is and he is planning to move there because he got tired of this place considering his job. And yes, pathetic din sya kaya di rin sila in good terms ng city na 'to. Insekyora. Anyways, wala akong balak mag move-in sa Maldives. Na-inspire lang ako of his story and I got wet dreams just thinking about it. Na-imagine ko lang kung gaano kaganda ang Maldives so search ko sya sa google. And it's true, nag-wet dreams ako sa ganda ng islands. This place is my dreamland because I'm hooked into lying shirtless under the gazing sun, the feeling of soft white sand in my skin of sunblock lotion and diving through the waves of  fresh sea water na pwede kong ibuhos sa aquarium namin sa bahay to match my favorite tamban fishes. Maldives + Me = Perfect. But, the worse settled in again. My first thought was the great quotation "No man is an island"  then boom! - melodramatic to the fullest mode. I suddenly thought that this kind of place is not even close to a dreamland if you are living alone in it. Someone have to share to someone the serenity of it which is so conducive to sex sleep. Mahirap matulog dito ng mag-isa. Malungkot kahit masarap ang simoy ng hangin, tahimik at walang lamok na kakagat sa makikinis kong legs. So the worst part is, my imagination lead me to annihilation. Hano dhaw?!

Enough for the conceptual intro kuno. Kahit anong gawin ko hindi naman ako makakarating ng Maldives kahit na honeymoon ko pa ang okasyon. Meron lang akong ishe-share na mga music videos. I have been a fan of this group since na heart broken ako years ago and I'm sure isa rin sila sa mga dahilan kung bakit napakaraming taong nahihirapan mag move-on. I have noticed that these three music videos have some connection to each other. More of a story of someone going through a very painful separation experience with someone they loved and who once loved them. May connect ang mga videos na ito to certain stages of what a heart-broken person is going through and I was a genius to find it out while imagining Maldives Islands na nasa likod-bahay ko lang. Conceptual, right?

The Script... Sila ang favorite band ko - ever. I like how they made the songs. So intense and I feel like they spoke the heart of a heartbroken. Exact words with all emotional melody. Suits the person na malapit ng mag-suicide attempt. Let's start with their song Breakeven. Ito yung videong naglalarawan ng first stage ng break-up. Track 01 - play!






Then, here goes Nothing. Ito ang video na inspired by me. Dapat ako ang nasa video na ito. I know because I've done this a zillion times. Track 02 - play!







Lastly, The Man Who Can't Be Moved. Kapag hindi pa rin nakakahanap ng bagong jowa ang isang iniwan ganito ang drama. Track 03 - play!







I hope you liked the videos. Kung hindi nyo nakuha ang connection-stages ek-ek na sinabi ko, try nyong makipag break para maka-relate kayo. Ma'a as-salaama!

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